Shaman
I've gone away from this carnival Earth,
far from its honky-tonks and bars,
so far the Franklin Roosevelt's on the radio,
having fireside chats among the stars.
I travel enclosed in my bubble of warmth,
into the depths of the Great Empty Cold,
so that I can look back to whence I came
and discover what feelings unfold.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder,
for separation makes us sad.
So why this retreat from what I love?
In what way could it make me glad?
Sitting in the dark outside the camp,
looking back at the campfire's light,
I contemplate my social noplace
and know my sacrifice is right.
In my silent solitude emotions cease to rage
and little by little logic decides which I should engage.
Wisdom grows in the cosmic dark, though I suspect it's not my own.
For though my solitude is complete, I know I am never alone.
ggghhh